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I had been in this kind of situation like you , but at that time I was just 15 years old . I really felt sad when I lost my best friend that we swore to be best friend (like you did) because we were best friend for 8 years .
losing a best friend over a fight was like losing the whole world, I also same as you, I hardly open my "gold mouth" with other classmate so I had no other friend to talk with when I'm depressed.
But
1) You can always talk with your family or friend at lordswm to share your feeling.
2) you were just seventeen, you still got a long ways to go. You will and can find other best buddy if you willing to open your heart to other.
3) now you may think that you don't want other friends or no other people can replace your best buddies, let me tell you something, you were wrong and you will soon realize it when the time comes.
4) Besides, this is something you must been through for you to grown up.
5)Before you Cry for him, you need to ask yourself, when you feel sad and depressed, do he feel the same for you. If you think that he is, wait for the time passes and find the right opportunity to talk to him and understand why he is backing away from you.
Really, this is a good opportunity for you , why ? I can tell from my experience from the past.
I manage to find new friends that is more suited for me (I know that finding new buddy is hard at your age, but it do not hurt if you try.)
I also learn to speak with other person and open my heart to them,
I also become more mature(mentally not physically),
I also learn to be more tolerant with other and many more you will discover as the time passes.
By the way, do not feel too sad of this because this might be just temporary.
even though that I do not speak with my buddy for 2 whole years, our friendship become even stronger after the time we become buddies again. |
